people always say bad times don't last forever , one day , it will automatically gone . but how long must we wait for all these shit to be gone ?
working is the best time for me not to think too much . i can smile wherever i like or how long i like as well . who cares right ? but behind every smile thr might be sth im trying to cover up . if i were want to say it out , i don't knw whr i could start from . i want to stop walking this road and want to walk another road . but i don't knw how to stop . it seems like im walking deep deep into a tunnel . once i've gotten in , its hard for me to get out . i wonder how long how long im carrying on be like this .
sigh ........