i never never never NEVER thought you will go that bad. NEVER THOUGHT you will do sth like this. NEVER THOUGHT you will made everyone worried for you. NEVER THOUGHT you will made your mum pissed off till she used a wood to hit you. NEVER THOUGHT you will get a final warning. NEVER THOUGHT you will did all this you are doing right now. WHY? think for yourself, all these worth for these shit? when you first start smoking, wht did they say? when you first runaway from home, wht did they do? they do everything that they can alrd.
you first runaway from home, da jie brought you back to your house. they called your parents telling them not to hit or scold you. they did. they sat on the chair waited for you to speak first. but you cried when entering the house. all these show that you aren't that bad. but why you went worse? i see how they worried for you, looking for you, crying for you make me don't feel well at all. you knw seeing you like this make us all feel so sad. worse than SAD!
we said all that we can alrd. no one want to send you to boy's home. but we NEVER THOUGHT you will replied that way. we are still your family afterall. we cannot do anything. i knw how sad your parents are feeling rightnow. OR PERHAPS , EVERYDAY! all of us were feeling the same feeling but your parents are feeling worse than how worse we are feeling. your mum knw nothing else she can do so she really really nicely speak to you. but wht have you done? you broke their heart each and every single time now. we are totally speachless.
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we really hope you can be back to the one who wanted you to be back.
don't cont w your wrong path. you are really not that bad yet.
don't make all of us sad and cry for you. don't let us worried anymore.
will you?????? :(
we LOVE you. but you are doing this to hurt us. why?